In life, we face the ups (mostly happy moments) in our life and they are usually the greatest. They pretty much rule the world. Those are my favorite kind of days. But comes the downs (the saddest moments) in life. Days I truly cannot stand. Usually you are filled with such anger and rage and emotion that you have no idea how to control it. You just want to throw everything across the room and scream so loud that the whole wide world hears you. I usually don't like that when it happens, either. Most of those sounds and screams hurt, too. Sometimes music usually helps us drains out our sorrows (helps me a lot!) and sometimes it doesn't. But make sure to live life in the happiest way possible. Release the happy in and diffuse out the darkness. Never light up the darkness at all, and always light the happy when needed. Just always be happy never sad, like ever!
Why in the world is everyone so freaking mean? Most people have tendencies in schools to torment others almost every year. We also develop a dislike to certain famous people (I know I am guilty of this! Hate to admit it). Nobody needs to diss or tease anyone for that matter. In elementary and middle school, I was made fun of for such rubbish reasons. Cause you know, most people didn't get I have a mild form of autism and wish people could understand that. Yes I can be shy and quiet and weird sometimes. But that's me! I can't help what I have. As a matter of fact, I think it is a wonderful gift to blessed with. Even those people forgot, I vividly remember it like it was yesterday. There is no need to hurt anyone at all. We all need to realize and develop a way to not be so mean. Why can't we all just get bloody along?!
Anyways, as for the autism part I mentioned; I do have a mild form of autism known as pervasive developmental disorder, not otherwise specified (PDD-NOS) and I've had it since I was three. I wasn't aware of what I had until I was older. Many people understand that I have it and some just don't.Just please understand that if nothing makes any sense to you, that's me. I also, as a kid, went to therapy for a little while (mostly for my autism). I don't remember a lot of those moments in therapy. So yeah. I am still the same person and will continue to be. Honestly, I enjoy being the unique and different person that I am. When I met my friend in high school my sophomore year, she has Asperger's and bipolar disorder. I was so relieved to have met a friend that has something similar as me. I didn't feel so alone anymore at all. As a kid, I had no friends with the disability and when I met her it just was a nice feeling. Knowing I have a friend to protect me from the world we both live in. She is one of those friends to keep forever and ever. I like myself just the way that I am (with what I have) and there is nothing you can do about it.
I hope you enjoyed this interesting blog post today.
I love you all inside and out.
What makes you different makes you even cooler and awesome.
Be different. Never be normal. Being normal is so overrated. Be you.
Always be you.
Lauren.
TTFN!
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