Whoa! Time Comes Back Again!- November 16th, 2011

Hey! It's been a while since I've updated this thing. But anyways, it's November! My birthday is tomorrow (11/17/2011) and I'm psyched for it. My halloween was great as usual with my Lady GaGa biggest fan costume.  We have thanksgiving next week and I'm happy for that, too.

Most of the time, I deal with things in life such as my new puppy, Hyatt. He lights my life up and I love him so much. He's part husky, but the other breeds were trying to find out what he is and is supposed to get to 25-30 lbs. I get up much earlier now than before because of Hyatt. He's getting used to things, like car rides and walks. He loves walks more than anything. Hyatt is also pretty funny too like one time when the fan in our living got turned off his head was in sync with the fan. Oh, gosh! It was hilarious!

I enjoy everyday with Hyatt, and my family of course. Everyday in my life is a new day and I experience new things. I'll celebrate my birthday tomorrow as a 19 yr. old, not 18 at 9:36 am on 11/17/2011. The best part about it is that the Breaking Dawn Pt. 1 comes out the day after. I love that! I bid you all adieu.

See you soon! I promise I will update it for Thanksgiving.

What Happens Next? We'll See...

Hey There! Finally It's October! Halloween comes around the corner in just a few weeks. Any costume ideas, anyone? I've been well for the past month and have just done regular errands for the time being here. New clothes, accessories, and so on. I also to went to see The Help and it was very good to be exact.

My costume for Halloween is a bit outrageous: I am going to be Lady GaGa's biggest fan for Halloween. I have everything picked out- possible blonde wig, jewelry, shirt, etc. Of course, we have things we want to overcome in life. I've overcome many things like going back to my former best friend, and having family that helps and saves me from the enemies outside of me. Whatever happens, it will come... I promise.

See you soon!

Camping May Have Been Enjoyable, But Family Made It Better/Other Things...

Hey there! I am going to tell you guys/gals how my camping trip was.

September 23rd, 2011

The first day of camping was off to a good start but the rain got the best of us. Then it cleared up and made it for a wonderful afternoon. Everything is now set up, and its becoming quite nice. Sat by the campfire and it was made for a wonderful evening.

September 24th, 2011

We wake up on a beautiful sunny Saturday morning and my family has the assignment to make breakfast which to everyone is just good. Afterwards, we hung out since my cousin had a volleyball game and everyone went to that. I, however, stayed behind and enjoyed my relaxation before the chaos came back. Lunch was served later on and my aunt made a wonderful meal. I had a grilled cheese using this concoction my uncle brought with him. Which was simple at first but I didn't want it to be over burnt because that just doesn't taste good. Walked around for a while, and later on my grandpa made a wonderful meal of mac and cheese w/ pork chops. It was a very nice dinner. Our cousins & my sister & I walked around the campground to see what all the happenings were. I enjoyed it. Then later on me, my two uncles & my aunt performed for everyone around us. Some songs were "Drive" by Incubus, "Rock N Roll" By Led Zeppelin, etc. We ended our brilliant performance around 10pm due to the curfew the campground had which was 10:30 pm. UGH! It majorly sucked! Slept later, and around the middle of the night it begins to rain again. Fantastic.

September 25th, 2011

Today was the final day of camping! I had such a fun weekend with my family! Got everything packed up, said goodbyes, and took the camping picture of all of us as one beautiful family. Headed home, unpacked and that's what became of our camping trip that day.

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Besides the camping trip going on, I had my friend of who I wasn't talking to over again this past week and it's getting there with her. But her habits drive me up the wall. Corsets? Really? If you want to live in the Renaissance, then get a time machine and just friggin' live there! UGH! Sorry about that mad part there. It trying to ease my stress level down some. I went back to group today (9/30/2011) and it was so nice to see everyone again. Of course, me being different wore my black feather earrings with diamonds on them with a Hello Kitty shirt and a new 'do. I love it! It was a challenge not realizing we had a physical challenge later I decided to wear flip-flops. What a no-no! Bad mistake I did. We had a new member to the group and he was a very flamboyant character. He is such a nice guy! I'm glad he came. I will be there if he's there. Then later after all the challenges we did, it begins to rain. Ah! I am in love with this! Came home later, and just enjoyed my evening with my sister around. I have my adult group session tomorrow (10/1/2011) at Longhorn Steakhouse then to Barnes & Noble afterwards. But the best part, my former friend won't be coming because of getting another friggin' bird! She has enough pets, good lord! So, I will see what becomes of me tomorrow and the rest of my life.

New Things Come & Go, But Everything Will Always Remain The Same

Hey, there! I am finally home! Just got back yesterday (9.20.2011) from being on a train for 8-9 hrs. What a ride that was. Anyways, I came home to drop my suitcases into my bedroom and noticed that is has been Feng shui'd in a new approach. My bed and nightstand is on the opposite wall near my door (not that close to it) and my desk, dresser, and bookcase is on the opposite wall where my bed used to be. I just had a huge shock reaction into seeing my bedroom so pretty and cute! Also, my bathroom is painted a lovely hue of blue. Just loving it so far!

Anyways, I called my Grammy to check in to know I am home and safe. But there was another thing on my mind; calling my former BFF to get the drama off of our chests and throwing it away. We got that over with and talked like it was old times reaching us again. She said she liked hearing my voice again after the drama we went through. Then later on, I got each of my family members something while I was on vacation; my mom recieved a Grumpy mug from "Snow White" movie, a hand santizer in the scent of fresh picked strawberries from Bath & Body Works, and Lip Smackers lip balm in strawberry (she's obsessed with them), my dad a Coca-Cola shirt with the soda brand in all different languages in the shape of a peace sign, and my sister got some new clothes (didn't fit later- sorry.) and a Own The Night CD by Lady Antellebum and watermelon lip balm Lip Smacker brand. Enjoyed the evening and I can't be any happier to be with the people I love so dearly.

9/21/2011- Had another day at home, did usual chores and ran some errands when my sister got home. Chilled, ate Spaghetti and watched a DVR recording of Project Runway. So fun to watch! Then, my former BFF calls me again and we talked. I didn't enjoy it very much, so yeah. Hung out the house until bed. Night to all!

September 23rd-25th, 2011: I am heading up to Staunton, VA for a fun camping trip with family. I can't wait! I always look forward to it every year. I leave tomorrow (9/22/2011) to prepare for all of the excitement heading our way.

As always I try leave you amazed and inspired by something I say; yet I will do that for you. Even though I have been dealing with some drama in my life, I managed to put in the back burner and focused on myself. My enemies are always following me, but they will never see me as long as they live.  I hope that is something many of us can focus on, but sometimes we can't. Lots of things come with drama, but they can end by never hearing about it again. See you all soon, I will update camping hopefully Monday (9/26/2011) and take care. Enjoy yourself, you are all you got, live it the way you are supposed to. Peace out!

We Will Remember, But Never Forget/ My Vacation Cont'd.

As we know, today is September 11th and that day was the day the planes crashed into the twin towers, pentagon, and in Pennsylvania on Flight 93. I think about that day here and there to which it makes me sad whenever its portrayed in anything to do with pop culture. I was in 3rd grade when the attacks occurred, and we were called out of school early due something bad happening and I had no clue what was going on. I arrive home on that day and saw it on the television: the twin towers were going kaput after the planes crashed into them. I prayed for people to be saved, but that was highly unlikely to happen. Thanks to all of the people that manage to get people saved and back to their loved ones. That day was a time turner for the history books.

Anyways, my vacation has going splendid as usual, with more shopping and me helping out with abandoned dogs with my aunt. The time has been nice down here with the people I love surrounding around me. Besides that, I tried a new Italian restaurant one night for dinner and it was delicious to be exact! Of course I had spaghetti as usual and everything that happened later will be somewhat momentous. I brought a game with me called Pass The Popcorn and you have to name the cast, characters, quote, and storyline of a movie. It was fun. The new things I got were new clothes from American Eagle such as a hoodie, two flannels, two tanks, a color block shirt; Hot Topic- a Lady GaGa hoodie and a small purse, black feather diamond earrings, a black heart necklace and a Vampires Everywhere! CD; Macy*s- a pair of Roxy Houndstooth/Tweed Shoes; a lace shirt from Belk. That was a nice shopping outing day with my aunt.  I also went to other places on other day by getting a Rolling Stone Magazine, a Glee Uno Game, The Hunger Games book, a Vera Bradley pen and pencil set, and a Harper's Bazaar Magazine with Lea Michele on the cover. The day I helped my aunt with the abandoned dogs was overwhelming at first but I managed to get through it nicely. I would definitely adopt this yellow lab named Jenna, and this pitbull named Macy. I am going to be home, as you already know, on September 20th, 2011. I am getting homesick here and there but I make it through every single day as if were yesterday coming back to me.

I hope everyone is enjoying the last times of summer, and then fall comes around the corner. I go camping the week I get home and it will be nice to see even more family. I will come home with a new attitude and lease on life. Drama is in the past, my life is in the present, and my future has yet to be set for me. I love all my family and friends and I know they love me back. Bye, everyone! See you soon! :)

Life now may become easy, but harder later on in life

Hey there! Man, I haven't done these blogs in a while; as you know, I am still on vacation and quite frankly I am enjoying it. I come home on 9/20/2011. Made dinner one night which was a vegetarian shepherd's pie with salad and a roll, and dessert which was my chocolate vegan cupcakes-MMM!!!! Went shopping and purchased a whole bunch of stuff including two shirts from Hot Topic (PATD & Paramore), hand sanitizers and body shimmer from Bath & Body Works, a Jack Skellington stuffed animal & grumpy mug also w/ purchasing the diamond edition of The Lion King which comes out in October plus lithographs of the film I got for free with buying it, and lots of things from Build-a-Bear for my bear Brittany. I have been having a wonderful time since I have been down here, like cleaning and chilling with my grandparents. Watched the VMAs on 8/28/2011, and it was really good. Lady GaGa was her male alter ego Jo Calderone the entire night and did a spectacular performance of "You & I"; also won for "Best Video with a Message" & "Best Female Video" for Born This Way. The other performances were okay due to the fact that most of it was rap/hip-hop to which I didn't care for but an alternative band named Young the Giant performed and did fantastic. Adele performed and was so good; did a Britney Spears look back with young girls dancing to her music from when she started and up to now and a Amy Winehouse tribute to which Bruno Mars performed "Valerie"; The fashions were okay, but some were impeccable!

The list of the VMA winners: Best Pop Video- "Til The World Ends"- Britney Spears, Best Rock Video- "Walk"- Foo Fighters, Best Hip-Hop Video- "Super Bass"- Nicki Minaj, Best Female Video- "Born This Way"- Lady GaGa, Best Male Video- "U Smile"- Justin Bieber, Best Collaboration Video-"ET"- Katy Perry ft. Kanye West, Video of the Year- "Firework" - Katy Perry, Best Video with a Message- "Born This Way"- Lady GaGa, Best New Artist- Tyler, The Creator; the other categories are available at MTV.com/

I know the VMAs were so exciting, but I've been wondering something about myself which is my weight. I've struggled all through my life to be the perfect size but the eating habits came on and so did the pounds; I was the complete opposite of my sister who was more active than I was. But I made a change and it was to become a vegetarian and I did and lost 15-20 lbs. from it. I've gained it back now due to lack of exercise and fast food. Sweets are my main weakness, they just sit there and look to be eaten but that was a definite no. I went back to exercising this week since I've been down here in South Carolina; mostly I do whatever comes to mind. That size is coming for me, it needs time to get there, here and now. I want my old body back, and it just doesn't want to but it will.

If you are going through something similar as my situation, you basically know what to do which is to eat healthy and exercise which will help you. I may not feel good some days to know I live in a world where skinny is not necessarily the rage, but we all come in different shapes and sizes. I may not be perfect, but I feel perfect in my own way everyday of my life. I look at a skinny chick, and think to myself, "Do I want to look like that?" Sometimes we can agree with it, but then we can't. I love myself just the way I am and if someone tries to change me because of my size I will not be going forward into that dilemma. Like Lady GaGa says, "I was born this way" and that statement reads true because a majority of the world can't see themselves for who they are. Even if you don't like pop music, listen to that song; it will make you feel good about yourself.

 It doesn't matter whether you're skinny or pudgy, I will love you just as the same. Make the right choices now, and it will result in some shockingly good surprises. Be yourself, it's good for you.

Let the bad things away from you, the light is shining through

As you already know, I had a best friend to once lean my shoulder onto and likes to brings drama along with it. But now I'm realizing, I'm glad to no longer have to see her for what she was and for what she became. I dealt with it from time to time, and eventually were going to plan our own 19th birthday party together but she was too controlling and kept running her mouth as usual. So, if you're in the same situation as I am, get rid of them, and let your life be free of hate and disrespect; just let the love through you and everything will come back into order as one.

My vacation is going overall well sans the less drama in my life, got new things such as clothes and CDs (The Glee 3-D Concert Movie CD) and I've been happier with my family to lean on for such support in my life. I love my life! :) I come back in September, and this vacation is what I call refreshing and peaceful due to the low negativity in my life.

Let the darkness behind you and let the sunshine in. Love your life and choose how you want it to be. :)

A Fresh, Clean Slate Is Needed For This Time In My Life/Vacation Times In August

So, bloggers out there, I am back with a somewhat okay news: me and my best friend aren't getting along, so we are not talking and I am enjoying it completely. She caused some stress on me whenever I was around her. I really need a new serene scene in my life, and it came as soon as I left for vacation on August 3rd, 2011 to see family.

I left Maryland, and came down to South Carolina to where my family is at. Eight hours later, my parents & I came and saw everyone that I needed to see including my sister of who I haven't seen since July. I was ecstatic to see her. Ever since I arrived in South Carolina, I've had fewer meltdowns and have been more happier than I've ever been in my life. What lies when I come home in September is something new and exciting and that is my life being more calm and relaxing.

Overall, my vacation is nice I just came home from Charleston, SC on Sunday which was a nice time. We stayed in a hotel, toured around old Charleston and I learned a lot of things from it. Currently in Fort Mill, SC where my family & I are. My parents & my sister leave on Wednesday (8/10/2011) and I will be sad as soon as they leave but I know they love me within the deepest part of my soul. I have been mostly hanging out since I am down in South Carolina but whatever happens, happens but happens for a simple reason.

I will also update my blog if I can. Hope your summer has been well, and whomever has school again enjoy if you can.

Something this way comes...and into your FACE! :)

Here's my vacation continued (and some more stuff...) I know it's kinda late...so whatever.

July 2nd, 2011- It was a normal typical beach day and hung out with family until bed

July 3rd, 2011- The day of my uncle's birthday! It was nice since we went to the beach, celebrated, and hung out

July 4th, 2011- The beach was a no-go today so everyone did their own things today- well, since my sister and others went to the zoo, my aunt took me to this local jewelry store in town to let me pick out my graduation items I did end up with a nice coral sundress, a necklace, and a set of metal flower earrings. Afterwards, my aunt took me to a new surf shop to which I picked (and paid for) two Billabong shirts. Nice! Then to lunch and home was on our way. Came back, showed stuff to family, and wore my fourth of july shirt. Happy 235th Birthday America! Chilled out for a remainder of the evening.

July 5th, 2011- My final day in Carolina Beach! Went to the beach until 3pm, then left to go back, change, and find my Christian Siriano book I've been wanting! Headed out at 4pm, my dad went to find his geocache which took up a majority of the time, and headed to Barnes & Noble. Unfortunately, my dad asked if they had the book and they didn't have it. UGH! So, I found two other books entitled "It Gets Better" and "Emily The Strange: The Lost Days". I will enjoy those until I have my other book. So, around the time we were finding the books, we headed to Red Robin for dinner and let me tell ya- it was YUMMMM!!!!! I will be definitely be going back there again. Afterwards, we headed to Home Depot & Krispy Kreme (my dad wanted some- I could understand.) Headed home, and chilled. Btw, my uncle's balloon had been sitting out in the kitchen and sucked some of the helium out of it. OMG, I nearly died laughing! :D

July 6th, 2011- Today's the day I leave! I left around 11am to head home on this day, I was leaving my two inspirations behind- my mom and my sister (whom I don't know who I will see again) and off the road we go. I mostly read, watched movies, there was a fab thunderstorm that came by and jammed to my music. Also, we did eat in between. On the way home to MD, we stopped by borders to see if they had my book, and they didn't as usual, so I found the third book of the "Vladimir Tod" series. Made it home unpacked and relaxed.

July 7th,2011- chilled out the whole day!

July 8th, 2011- attended my first group session in weeks and of course it was the gym- weights, spinning, yoga (it was fun at first but long, sweaty and tiring!) We left and headed back to the place, and of course my dad found the book I've been wanting and my BFF and I start to talk somewhat like Christian Siriano- it was my J'adore moment! Hung out, and then left. A storm passed by, my dad's home, and chinese food was calling my name so we had that and chilled out.

July 9th, 2011- Today was one of the funnest days of my life- my BFF (who I care for deeply) came over and hung out today. She made a potatoes and onions to which was delicious! Watched TV, and talked tons. I haven't seen her in a while, of course we needed catch up time. When my dad & I took her home around 9pm, our song "Born This Way" came on and we danced and jammed out it was so cool! Brought her home, and I was left with my dad...nice. Chilled for the rest of the evening.

July 10th-11th,2011- usual days at home...blah blah blah! :-P

I will also catch y'all up on anything that happens. Btw, the final part of "Harry Potter" comes out july 15th (so sad) go see it even if you are not the biggest harry potter dork as much as I am (not afraid to admit it either.)

See you guys and gals soon! Have a nice summer! :D

A New View Broadens On My Horizon

June 25th, 2011- My weekend at my aunt's house begins! Left early beforehand and of course her house settles in the countryside in Virginia and the view is spectacular, got settled in, went to swim in their pool and to the worst of the matter they have no cable- low blow >:-| Watched That Thing You Do! and headed to bed afterwards, I thought I heard a demonic horse outside my window, it turns out it was only a horse w/o the demon inside of it. Sometimes I am a little psychotic.

June 26th, 2011- The day to go to church! Woke up super early @ 7:45 am to head to church since my aunt and uncle had to do an 8:33 am service. Boy, was that fun! Sometimes I get a little sensitive about certain subjects such as religion and tends to make me cry :[ Left around 9:45 to do some errands, and then later to pick my aunt up from church around 11:00 am so we did and now we are home. So, I changed then headed with my dad to do some errands such as finding a certain book I wanted but didn't have it. :(  Finally, went home, and chilled and to a sudden my cousins came back home! Yes, was I excited or what? Then to bed later on, and so begins... well here comes the next entry

June 27th, 2011- Today's the day we leave; so to make everything better, my aunt and cousins come over from the further part of Virginia and swims with us. I got my hair cut: nice and short- I <3 it! Long is out, short is in. Packed up, I also had the worst sunburn known to man (it hurt!) Went home, got dinner, and settled in quite nicely.

June 28th-29th,2011- normal days at home

June 30th, 2011- I headed out early around 9:45 am to head to Carolina Beach, NC for a family fun vacation. The six hours passed, got groceries, and head to the house we are staying here at. As soon as we got settled in, we headed out to dinner. Nice family affair, I should say. Came home later, chilled, had more family (not a lot) come and just chilled out afterwards until bed.

July 1st, 2011- Another day at the beach house: headed to find this mirror my aunt wanted, got Dunkin Donuts drinks and baked goods; was supposed to go to the beach at low tide but didn't due to a short thunderstorm, went to a fish fry at a local American Legion up the road from the house. Currently chillaxing and enjoying the weather (as long as it cools down some).

I am currently here until the 6th of July (due to more family even coming the 7th of Thursday). Even though I was telling my summer vacation, sometimes the peace and quiet can be nice if you like it that way. Something in my direction is telling me not to have too much fun, because sometimes that fun can go downhill. Being away from home, is kind of nice because it just is no real explanation is needed. I enjoy my family and the love they show for one another. God shows us something when we need it, and I think it came on this day.

The New Chapter In The Book Of My Life

Well, bloggers out there, I am a proud graduate from high school to say in the least of the matter. My diploma sits proudly on my living room shelf- I feel so accomplished when I see it. Such a nice graduation ceremony, wasn't long which was nice and everyone was so proud of me. Afterwards, we had a thing called Project Grad which is a fun and safe night at Dave & Busters- OMG! It was so fun! Hung around with my friends, played games, ate food, and saw people that I didn't want to see. Came back at 4:30 am, ate breakfast and went home. I needed rest from that long fun I had. I didn't even wake up until 1pm since I fell asleep at 5am. I am just so proud to be no longer waking up at 5am to head to school everyday, and enjoying time until I figure out something I want to do with my life. I have music or fashion in mind but you'll never know what happens. No more high school, no more teachers, no more homework but there's an end to a new beginning.

Life Has Something In Store For Me

Well, to say the least, prom was amazing! The dancing, music, food, limo, dresses, the whole shabang! Went with friends and had a great time. Anyways, it's the last month of school for me being a senior. Yay! Next Friday on May 13th is my last day and I have to never go back as long as I live. Then comes rehearsal and graduation and my summer. Hopefully, the rest of the year will be amazing as I long as I have everything right, not wrong.
Prom Pics- 1st thing u see it's there

The End To A New Beginning/My Times In April

As my last days of my senior year of high school approach me, I wonder what will happen to the years after I leave from there. I just received my graduation announcements this week at school, and my prom dress came in the mail (which I plan to put a link of it up-see below)

 I am excited for everything  including graduation, but what will happen I have yet to discover that.  Anyway, my life so far has been great including the group session I have attend (hilarious- MY BFFL's are so awesome!) I'll catch you up on anything exciting that happens in the course of my life. Whatever happens now, should happen when it can.

My Prom Dress 2011

Family is love, Friends are laughter, and everything else is life

Well, this month went relatively fast, did it not? A whole bunch of new albums came out for me, MCR is becoming one of my newest obsessions along with vampires of course. But this past weekend, I attended a group session for the first time in over two weeks due to my rambunctious behavior. The group session was heading out to dinner, which was so much fun. That same weekend on Saturday the 25th of March, my family & I attended the first day of the Cherry Blossom Festival in DC. It was so much fun, but tiring and my feet ached. So much walking that today and it was crowded. The 26th of Sunday of March, I attended a bingo thing and it was awesome! A new lease on life is just what I needed. Because it came back to me for the first time in so many years.

The greatness of weekends, the best of memories

Well, to say in the least of the matter, my weekend was great. Having family over made it worthwhile to rid the negativity around me (some happened but I ignored it.) So, to end my weekend and going back to school tomorrow (3/14/2011) should be interesting but you'll never know what can happen as long as you choose it for the right reasons, not wrong. This weekend was a good thing for me and my family, I surely deserved a nice weekend like this one. Drama is a five letter word we despise, but it's a word that surrounds us when we have to focus on it.

Live, Love, & Laugh

My weekend was going off to somewhat of a great start, and it still is being the great one as it is. I have family over for the weekend which will be nice from all the drama that occurs around me. I just love the quietness in between my life. Maybe this weekend will cleanse the bad things out of me. Next week will be somewhat of a help but we will see what happens.

Sweet, Mad, & Love

Hello, there again world! It's nearing the end of February, and of course I celebrated Valentine's day which was a nice one with the things I was given such as a necklace, a card, boxes of chocolates, etc. I love some good things that happen in my life. Over the course of the month, I have been through so many situations such as revealing a dark side to me. This event occurred yesterday, and some of today. I just couldn't control myself. I was in a incomplete situation which I needed to get out of. Luckily, I did and I am so much happier to be myself and not so moody and emotional. Little do people know with my autism, I do have a social worker to which I haven't met but hope to someday. Life with my family & friends can't be any better. I love those people to death, I don't know where my life would've headed without them. I love you all. I can't be any happier to know such amazing and awesome people.

Life In General

Even though I had a fantastic weekend, some things can't be normal. My time with family maybe slowly decreasing as the days go on or the complete opposite. Some of my friends, well I won't say anything bad to them because of the care I have for them completely. But my turns and incomplete paths in my life are going downhill one minute and slowly going on the right one another minute. Another day will come and go, but we will never forget the things we've done on each of those days.

Serene Scene In Life

Those days of the week usually have us in a fog, well not Sunday in fact because us humans consider that one of the laziest days of the weekend. But enough about that, I got out moments in my past by having my own little "therapy" session which seems to help for me. So, to begin my "therapy" session, I have on mediating music that won't distract me in any sort of way then I let out the moments to begin it. Everyday for me feels like a mellow, relaxed state unless I become too happy then it all ends from there. This day, is a nice, calming, serene one and the times like this need to happen more often.

Can Anything Become More Annoying In The World? Can We Fix It? Yes!

Me, I have different things to like than other people. But the things that are surrounding the pop culture are making the people becoming obsessed with things not normally seen, Justin Beiber, for example. The reality shows that make no sense, like the Jersey Shore and The Bachelor, are making the human population being sucked into the show. The shows are dumb, except for shows that have higher ratings and a higher TV watching population. So, to summarize this useless blog entry: What should interest you and make you feel happy on the inside? Pretty much to answer this question, is to watch whatever goes the flow with you. Normally, I don't like the big popular shows that we also lose for years and years to come. The shows I watched, some are off the air now but watching reruns and quoting the shows makes it fun to watch more and more. One's that interest me are pretty normal: The Vampire Diaries, True Blood, Being Human, Family Guy, The Cleveland Show, The Simpsons, Modern Family,etc. So, go out to the world to whatever you like and stick with it until it comes to a close.

Life, Love & A Whole Lot of Laughter

Happy Friday, everyone! Well, it was one of those typical days for me today: going to school and doing chores. But going to group this afternoon, was another FUN experience! I arrived there today, looking forward to a TVD shirtless Damon Salvatore Marathon (My BFF brought her season 1 copy). IT WAS AMAZING! :) But after having a certain drink during the marathon (known as Blood Energy Potion) we all weren't at as high as we expected, so we continued the marathon. See during my TV shows I have to have no one interrupting and other people making comments about it when they have no clue about it. But overall, it was nice to watch it, because re-watching the episodes again made me feel good inside. Anything's possible as long as you have your best friends watching the best vampire show to date with you. Everything later in the evening at home is going fine, but that group session was by far the funnest one to happen.

Nightmares

There are stuff in life I have to deal with on a regular basis, but some of those are hard to explain. The things usually occur when I'm only sleeping, it feels like another person is in the room but isn't so basically a ghost or some sort of paranormal activity is invading my room at night. I can feel the nerves trembling me; the hands shake but that's sometimes how I have to handle my current situation. But beyond that nightmare, it's even worse. I have had dreams to where I felt like someone was strangling me in a bathtub, and sometimes falling off a cloud not knowing where I'm going to land. But the message of this entry is to not see things to what they appear as, but see it as a figure of your own imagination.

My Life Is Written As Another Piece Of A Book

This weekend was a rather interesting one, it was being told as if it were someone else telling me the tale in their own words. On Friday, I stayed home due to no school then to my group session later on where we went out to dinner at the Greene Turtle with all of my friends there. Everyone was dressed casually, but my best friend stood out from the crowd in her cute little getup, but overall dinner went well, and what a memorable evening to overcome. Saturday & Sunday, just hung around the house, watched "The Kids Are All Right", got schoolwork done (which is most important), and watched some of the Golden Globes (interesting to be exact). That Monday morning was nice because of having no school, but that same afternoon I had a dance to attend to with my friends there. Everybody I knew looked wonderful in their outfits, especially my best friend. After the dance ended, things took a turn for the worse at home due to my rambunctious behavior but let's hope for a better chapter in the next step of my life.

Rememberance

In this day of Martin Luther King, Jr; what would he have to say to bestow upon this fellow nation? For what he believed in, it should happen in the world, too. "Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere." Just be thankful for what you believe and stand up for.

Life Isn't So Simple

Hello, again, world; So, here's the lowdown: I am different and why is that? If you get a chance to see why I am so different read my previous blog post. I like things that a lot of people generally don't care for such as Matchbox Cars, Transformers Toys, Monopoly Board Games, anything vampires (no Twilight), and music. Music connects me on deeper level; it makes me feel so happy; dancing to me is amazing I could do it until I had no more heartbeat coming from me; Everything in the world may be different than I am, but without me here it wouldn't be so great as it is.

A New Day

It's a Friday, January 14th, 2011 and something awesome will happen today; maybe seeing friends that I love and care for deeply. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for them. Some feelings that abrupt in my house can get pretty angry from time to time but sometimes I just can't handle it; I choose to ignore it or put on music to let it away from me. Me mad sometimes is not so pretty to watch; I would avoid me at this point in the stage of my madness. This world makes it difficult for me to live in sometimes due to the fact of my PDD Autism I was received from my pediatrician when I was so young. Life either for me can be easy or it just can make it go in the wrong directions.

Something to learn

The things in life that we are chosen for can sometimes be incomplete, but whatever comes our way will be there with us in the end. Today, I discovered new or old songs on my "Guitar Hero 6" game, me and my sister got some but the songs we picked were epic- "We've Got A Situation Here" by The Damned Things, "Welcome to the Black Parade" by MCR, and "Weightless" by All Time Low. Still trying to know the words for one, but  as I keep practicing I will get better at it.

4 day wkd!

Finally, school has been over with, for now of course. I don't know why school can be so useless because half the kids my school normally don't care what they want to do with their life. That's why it's nice to be a 12th grader then I get out a month earlier than they do.