Serene Scene In Life

Those days of the week usually have us in a fog, well not Sunday in fact because us humans consider that one of the laziest days of the weekend. But enough about that, I got out moments in my past by having my own little "therapy" session which seems to help for me. So, to begin my "therapy" session, I have on mediating music that won't distract me in any sort of way then I let out the moments to begin it. Everyday for me feels like a mellow, relaxed state unless I become too happy then it all ends from there. This day, is a nice, calming, serene one and the times like this need to happen more often.

Can Anything Become More Annoying In The World? Can We Fix It? Yes!

Me, I have different things to like than other people. But the things that are surrounding the pop culture are making the people becoming obsessed with things not normally seen, Justin Beiber, for example. The reality shows that make no sense, like the Jersey Shore and The Bachelor, are making the human population being sucked into the show. The shows are dumb, except for shows that have higher ratings and a higher TV watching population. So, to summarize this useless blog entry: What should interest you and make you feel happy on the inside? Pretty much to answer this question, is to watch whatever goes the flow with you. Normally, I don't like the big popular shows that we also lose for years and years to come. The shows I watched, some are off the air now but watching reruns and quoting the shows makes it fun to watch more and more. One's that interest me are pretty normal: The Vampire Diaries, True Blood, Being Human, Family Guy, The Cleveland Show, The Simpsons, Modern Family,etc. So, go out to the world to whatever you like and stick with it until it comes to a close.

Life, Love & A Whole Lot of Laughter

Happy Friday, everyone! Well, it was one of those typical days for me today: going to school and doing chores. But going to group this afternoon, was another FUN experience! I arrived there today, looking forward to a TVD shirtless Damon Salvatore Marathon (My BFF brought her season 1 copy). IT WAS AMAZING! :) But after having a certain drink during the marathon (known as Blood Energy Potion) we all weren't at as high as we expected, so we continued the marathon. See during my TV shows I have to have no one interrupting and other people making comments about it when they have no clue about it. But overall, it was nice to watch it, because re-watching the episodes again made me feel good inside. Anything's possible as long as you have your best friends watching the best vampire show to date with you. Everything later in the evening at home is going fine, but that group session was by far the funnest one to happen.

Nightmares

There are stuff in life I have to deal with on a regular basis, but some of those are hard to explain. The things usually occur when I'm only sleeping, it feels like another person is in the room but isn't so basically a ghost or some sort of paranormal activity is invading my room at night. I can feel the nerves trembling me; the hands shake but that's sometimes how I have to handle my current situation. But beyond that nightmare, it's even worse. I have had dreams to where I felt like someone was strangling me in a bathtub, and sometimes falling off a cloud not knowing where I'm going to land. But the message of this entry is to not see things to what they appear as, but see it as a figure of your own imagination.

My Life Is Written As Another Piece Of A Book

This weekend was a rather interesting one, it was being told as if it were someone else telling me the tale in their own words. On Friday, I stayed home due to no school then to my group session later on where we went out to dinner at the Greene Turtle with all of my friends there. Everyone was dressed casually, but my best friend stood out from the crowd in her cute little getup, but overall dinner went well, and what a memorable evening to overcome. Saturday & Sunday, just hung around the house, watched "The Kids Are All Right", got schoolwork done (which is most important), and watched some of the Golden Globes (interesting to be exact). That Monday morning was nice because of having no school, but that same afternoon I had a dance to attend to with my friends there. Everybody I knew looked wonderful in their outfits, especially my best friend. After the dance ended, things took a turn for the worse at home due to my rambunctious behavior but let's hope for a better chapter in the next step of my life.

Rememberance

In this day of Martin Luther King, Jr; what would he have to say to bestow upon this fellow nation? For what he believed in, it should happen in the world, too. "Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere." Just be thankful for what you believe and stand up for.

Life Isn't So Simple

Hello, again, world; So, here's the lowdown: I am different and why is that? If you get a chance to see why I am so different read my previous blog post. I like things that a lot of people generally don't care for such as Matchbox Cars, Transformers Toys, Monopoly Board Games, anything vampires (no Twilight), and music. Music connects me on deeper level; it makes me feel so happy; dancing to me is amazing I could do it until I had no more heartbeat coming from me; Everything in the world may be different than I am, but without me here it wouldn't be so great as it is.

A New Day

It's a Friday, January 14th, 2011 and something awesome will happen today; maybe seeing friends that I love and care for deeply. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for them. Some feelings that abrupt in my house can get pretty angry from time to time but sometimes I just can't handle it; I choose to ignore it or put on music to let it away from me. Me mad sometimes is not so pretty to watch; I would avoid me at this point in the stage of my madness. This world makes it difficult for me to live in sometimes due to the fact of my PDD Autism I was received from my pediatrician when I was so young. Life either for me can be easy or it just can make it go in the wrong directions.

Something to learn

The things in life that we are chosen for can sometimes be incomplete, but whatever comes our way will be there with us in the end. Today, I discovered new or old songs on my "Guitar Hero 6" game, me and my sister got some but the songs we picked were epic- "We've Got A Situation Here" by The Damned Things, "Welcome to the Black Parade" by MCR, and "Weightless" by All Time Low. Still trying to know the words for one, but  as I keep practicing I will get better at it.

4 day wkd!

Finally, school has been over with, for now of course. I don't know why school can be so useless because half the kids my school normally don't care what they want to do with their life. That's why it's nice to be a 12th grader then I get out a month earlier than they do.